not actually written at 4am

if you’re up at 4am you’re drunk, in love, or lonely,
or not a very cool app,
but a great idea
to keep you in a position for
a life
you have a lot better now that
you’re going okay
with me being your own friend
you don’t know me or anything
(if you’re going okay with that)
your brain feels so disgusting right
and you still really don’t think
it was worth the money